I feel GOOD!!!

Last night, when I was invigilating my Sayangi Daku group of students, I managed to get some of the students comments on my weight. I asked them whether they have noticed anything different with me. The answers that I got from them was..... YES!!!! Ha ha ha.... I feel like shouting and since then I can't stop smiling. I FEEL GOOD. Ha... ha... ha...

Where did I have the courage to ask the students finally? I did not ask them before because I was afraid of getting negative answers that would put me down. I just think that I am not ready yet but somehow when I was walking around one of my classes this week, a group of girls was telling me that they noticed that I was somehow different. When I asked them what was different with me, they almost blurted out the word 'kurus' but she somehow decided to hold it back. I kept on hinting to get them to say it and asking them but the reply was still.... Madam looked different la. Cannot get them to say it. Sigh.... But somehow the feeling of happiness is sinking in.

What makes me smile even broader was that my hubby too is commenting that I look better now than before. He said that if I can stay this size, he is satisfied already. I just realized that he has never seen me in a smaller size before... Yes he has seen me in a smaller size, but that was only in pictures, not real life. I married him when I was about 66kg. I pity him so that is why I am promising myself that I would work hard and will try to be in this program until I get my old weight when I first came back from the States. I want him to be more impressed and love me even more. He he he.

What motivated me more in losing weight was him anyways. He is into superbike and I don't think that I would look good riding with him on the bike. Who would want people to stare at your big butt, right? So, that is why I am trying really hard to lose weight. I want to look good on the bike and also for my beloved hubby.

HERE'S TO YOU... ABANG... LOVE YOU!!! MUAHSSS.......

yeay!!!!

Yeehaaaa.... I have shed another kilo of my weight. I just couldn't describe how happy I felt after I weighed myself this morning. My coach had reminded me thousand of times not to feel bad if I did not lose any weight this second month so, I was trying my best not to feel too bad watching the scale. It is beyond words knowing that after three weeks I shed another kilo off.

A kilo is not much but it really means a lot to me. That means I am a kilo closer to my dream weight. He he he... I am really HAPPY!!!

And now I am waiting and looking for my colleague to brag about me losing a kilo today.

HAPPY!!! HAPPY!!! HAPPY!!!

What I Did to Lose Weight?

I do not know whether anyone has been reading my blog or not but... I don't really mind. Now it is time for me to share the secrets of my weight loss.

For a month and a half, I have been consuming Herbalife. Mind you that I have been trying numerous products to shed the weights that I have gained over the years. You name it, insyaallah I have tried it. I don't think that I should list the products that I have tried.

By far, I think Herbalife tops it all. Not only that I can see the changes in me, people around me have noticed it too. Best of all, the taste is much, much better than other products out there. Some might have problems consuming it at first but with the different flavors that it offers, you can always find one that suits your taste buds.

As I have mentioned before, during the first month I have lost 6kg. In this second month though I have not lose anything yet. I panicked at first but through consultation from people that have used it before, they told me that the second month is the time where my body is being toned down. Then only I noticed that although I have not shed anything as of yet, my body is getting smaller as I can already fit in into my pants that I have not worn for over two years. I can easily snug into a blouse that my sister bought me in 2007! Isn't that great? It is for me, at least.

Because I am so happy with the results, I have decided that I wanted to share the information with the rest of the people out there. Oh yeah, Herbalife is not a slimming product. It is actually a meal replacement that is rich in nutrition. It should not only be consumed by people who wanted to lose weight. Everybody should try it out because it helps you to maintain your health. Everybody should try it out whether you are skinny, slim, fat, obese, or looking for products that can keep you healthy. HERBALIFE IS IT!!!!

a step at a time

See the difference? The one with the pants was taken in December 2008. The baju kurung was taken end of January 2009. Do you notice the difference? I have lost around 6kg since then and I hope to lose a bit more after this.

It all felt impossible at first but by looking at the pictures of me then and now, it makes me feel good about myself.

As of today, during the Majlis Pelancaran Program Kecemerlangan Akademik PMR & SPM 2009, I am wearing my recently made baju kurung. Some of the staffs commented that the baju kurung looked too big on me and the baju kurung was sewn in December last year. They said that I looked like I am wearing someone else's baju kurung instead of mine. Finally.... I am making my small steps in losing my weights and I AM FEELING GOOD ABOUT IT!!!!!

The Truth About Me

I have been putting my hands on almost every product that I can in order to help me lose all my excessive weights. You name it, insyaallah I have tried it. Be it local or overseas product.



It all started when I started to put on weight during the final year I was in the States. A few months before I came home, my supervisor (Sangeeta), boss (Sam Patterson) and colleagues taught me to consume cheese as I was complaining to them that I got irregular menses. They came to a conclusion that I need to be fatter as I was too skinny. Being an obedient girl, I ate as they had proposed. Unfortunately it did not stop there. (Wish that I am not that lazy to scan my pictures from the States years. We'll see how)



When I came back and started working in one of the boarding schools in Kelantan, I did not stop putting on weight despite the fact that the school is like 4 storeys high and is located at a hilly area. No matter how much many steps I took to go to all my classes, it did not stop me from putting more weights. In fact I actually managed to put more weights instead of losing them. I was still comfortable as I think I still look good. Just to make myself feel better, I went spa every chance I have though I still eat like crazy whenever food comes across me.



Then I got married. Gosh! I hate my wedding pictures coz I look fat! By then, I started to realize how ugly I look and started to switch roles. Instead of being the one in all pictures, I started to be the one who took pictures. I tried almost everything that people say would work in losing the fat. When I was pregnant with Firhan, it got worse. I weighed 72kg at the end of my trimester. I was damned fat and look like a balloon waiting to burst.



Things was better for a few months after I gave birth to Firhan. My mother and father-in-law managed to slim me down for a few months but not for long. I started to put on weight again. Now it was worse as I got back my weight when I was pregnant with Firhan minus the baby. I tried almost everything to lose it again.



I think I have to stop writing for a while as I need to get ready to go to school tonight. Let me show you my pictures ok....

That picture was taken during 2007 Raya celebration in school. I was 72kg at that time.

I think I know what to use this blog for. Besides from keeping track of the happenings in life, I want to use it to keep track of my weight loss program. You know to keep track of my weight. I need this so that I know how much and how long will it take me to get to my ideal weight.

Unfortunately, I have tried many weight loss tickers and so far not one of them are compatible with this blog. I have been searching and trying more than five I think but to no avail as of now. Wonder how it works. I have seen many put it on their blogs but when I tried, it won't allow me saying that it was broken or something. What do I have to do to make it work? Sigh...

Maybe I will find other ways to monitor my weight loss. If it works, then Thank God. If not, looks like I have to ask for help from someone who knows how to. All in all, wish me luck ok?

Hmmm... this is my first attempt on blogging. I don't have any ideas on what to write yet but I hope that it would come to me sooner or later. It was fun to read others that I think that I should try it on my own to see how it goes.

So far, I would say that I am enjoying myself. The best part is the fact that I can write practically whatever I want and the hardest part was that I am not that techno-savvy to begin with. Hehehe....

Need to mark my students work. I will continue later...

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