The Latest on Firhan

Firhan is going to be in kindergarten next year. Am actually anxious for him. Reason being, I cannot imagine him sitting still in class and actually pay attention to the teacher. Hahaha... What a prejudice mom, right? Tapi who can actually picture my son, Firhan, in a class and studying. He gets bored easily, can never sit still even when eating and the only time he can stay in one place is when he is sleeping. Tu pun tak sangat considering that I am always having body aches whenever he is sleeping next to me. Ader malam2 yang I cannot stand him kicking, I would just scold him and ask him to sleep next to the father. Hahaha... I know. I am mean... But not all the time yer. ( I think)...

Firhan progress so far? Hmm... I have longed to see Firhan ride a bike without the kiddy tyres so a few days ago I took if off his bike. I promised him that I will buy him a bigger bike that suits his size if he can ride it. Firhan pun aper lagik? Praktis la bersungguh-sungguh cos he wants a new bike for himself. Amazingly, after a few hours of trying, dia dapat naik basikal tayar dua. Bersungguh2 dia praktis sampai mama dia nih pun kesian kat dia. Berpeluh-peluh anak mama sorang nih praktis naik basikal nak tuntut basikal baru.

As promised, I bought him a new bike that evening jugak cos he has been practising hard to ride the bike. Sayang anak mama. Gamba akan diupload later cos line is not good still. Tunggu bukak skolah yer...

Sedeyyyy...

My mom and my sister and the family are going home today. Sedey nyer. Rasa cam kejap je sangat dia datang sini. Sigh....

Tinggal lebih kurang dua jam je lagik sebelum semua nyer will be on their way back to Kulim. Tapi I plan to prolong it a bit by being a bit late for breakfast. Hahaha... Jahatkan? Okay la tuh cos hubby and Firhan are not up yet though Mak dah siap mandi and tengah packing. As for myself... Jap2 lagik la nak siap. Mati la kalau Leenda tengah baca my post this morning. Hopefully dia tak sempat nak baca cos sebok ngan anak2 and packing barang and getting herself ready to go home. We promised to meet up at 10am for breakfast. Menu for this morning is Nasik Kerabu Kak Zah.

While my mom was here, food was heaven. Dia masak simple2 je tapi still la air tangan ibu is the best in the world. Eh, jangan silap. Dia masak 2,3 ari nak balik nih je. Yang lelain tuh I masak kay with my cincai skills of cos. Sempat la asah skills sekejap yang memang dah lama tak diasah. Looks like mak enjoyed it cos berat dia tambah masa dia kat sini. Hahahaha... Tak tau la whether because I cooked or what.

Then my sister came and we ate kat luar everyday cos she wanted to try everything. The evening yang dia sampai tuh kitorang reramai gi makan kat Mee Kg. Pek. My brother-in-law kata syeeedapppp. Malam tuh ingat nak ajak makan nasik lagik tapi diorang kata diorang dah kenyang makan mee tuh sampai rasa cam nak pecah perut. End up kitorang gi Wakaf Che Yeh shopping-shopping Malaysia. Kitorang sampai umah dah dekat 2am in the morning. Wahahaha...

Yesterday pulak kitorang gi makan Nasik Ayam Kampung. Syeeedapppp jugak. Tengah ari kitorang gi Rantau Panjang cos my sister nak makan Bihun Sup kat sana yang sememangnyer amat menjilat jari. Duk sana sampai dekat Maghrib. Malam lak my mother-in-law ajak gi makan kat umah so kitorang gi la lepak2 sana pulak for dinner. Balik kat homestay my sister kitorang lepak2 sampai midnight while sembang2 and eat Colek Perut, Laksam yang ader serunding daging and telur puyuh with buah2 yang kitorang beli kat Wakaf Che Yeh the day before.

Kalau ikut my sister, dia ader 2,3 mende lagik yang dia tak dapat nak makan while she is still here which are Cucuk2 which I don't know how to explain the kind of food yang dia suka nih, Colek Buah pacik depan Maybank yang yummy and also tapai goreng yang pacik n macik depan masjid nih mmg tak wat dah. Kalau dia lama sket kat sini I plan to bring her to Kota Bharu to try one goreng keledek yang memang menjilat jari kat area depan masjid Kg. Sireh on the way to Tesco. Tapi dah tak sempat nih kena kira trip yang lain pulak la nampak nyer. The more excuses to keep her coming over kan?

Overall I hope that my mother and my sister enjoyed their trip over to my house cos I did. I enjoyed every moment, every second that they were here and I hope that they would always come over. Sedeyyyy nyer diorang nak balik dahhhh... WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....

So Many Happenings in Life...

It has been a while since I last put up a post here. Between the last post and this post, a lot has happened to me and that has caused me to keep on postponing my post until today.

The first thing that happened to me was my students sitting for their PMR examination last October. I hope and I pray that they all did well for their papers especially English la kan... Hehehehe...

And then, right after the PMR, the college organized a program for the post-PMR students and I was in-charge of the English Awareness program. Alhamdulillah everything went well although there was a glitch here and there. Mana ader mende yang perfect dalam dunia ni kan? The program held was no doubt good but the kids are not really fond of it, of course. Tak leh nak salahkan diorang gak cos diorang dah berhempas-pulas for their PMR and when they were looking forward to having a lonnggggg holiday tetiba ader post-PMR program pulak... Just imagine their faces and moods during the program. Memang menyedihkan jugak la... Tapi whatever it is, they tried their best and did their best.

Right after the post-PMR program was Commencement Day for the Form Three and Form Five students. Tak leh nak cite banyak sangat cos I wasn't there to witness it all. Tak gi amik gamba reramai pun cos I was busy preparing food and cleaning the venue for the VIPs. Heheheh... I was the AJK Makanan. Tak penah hayat dapat jawatan nih tetiba tahun nih dapat. Kalut ribut sediakan makanan n seating placements. Sib baik la ader pembantu2 yang efisien. Terima kasih daun keladi yer kengkawan... Kalau Eija kena lagik tahun depan, korang la yang akan ku cari... hehehehehe... And the best part was... The VIP commented that the food was good, the service was good. All in all, semua nyer positive comments. Legaaaaaaa sangat. Although I wasn't the one who did all the cooking, who cares. I was there to get the compliments kan? hehhehehe....

And then early November, bapak mentuaku dimasukkan ke hospital sebab sakit and had to undergo a minor surgery. Di saat bapak mentuaku menjalani operation tuh jugak la adik iparku gave birth to a baby girl yang semua nanti2kan... Mau tak nanti nyer? The youngest niece from my husband's side is now 12 years old and she is not into the girly2 dress. Dah besarkan? Tak leh la nak salahkan dia kalau dia tak nak ikut kepala2 makcik2 dia yang tak berapa nak leh harap sangat nih... Hehehe...

And the last thing that happened to me is right before Raya Haji. Two things actually. One is that my biras gave birth to another nephew for us all and another one was my mom came to celebrate Raya with me. Hehehehe...

Best tak my life? Everyday is a day to celebrate. I feel lucky that I am blessed with good students, family that I adore so much, extended family yang keep on growing (saper la pulak nak give birth next year yer?) and a good job that allows me to have fun all day.... What else could I ever ask for?

I feel good!!!!

I do feel better today. I am wearing a new tudung and baju kurung kedah that i can't fit into since.... I don't remember when. What I know is that I have not worn it for quite some time because of my bulging tummy. Thank to me for being stubborn, not wanting to wear the bengkung after I give birth to Firhan.

What makes me feel even better was the fact that my son actually commented that I do look slimmer now. Last night as I was busy walking to and fro in the house looking and trying to clean my things, my Firhan said, "Mama, mama kurus la sekarang". And that really makes my day... errr... night... er... whatever... And that comment makes me smile until today.

I did take a picture of myself today since it is exactly 2 months after I've taken Herbalife. I will upload it later. Need to finish up some work first... And I am still smiling!!!!!


YEEEHAAAA!!!!!

I feel GOOD!!!

Last night, when I was invigilating my Sayangi Daku group of students, I managed to get some of the students comments on my weight. I asked them whether they have noticed anything different with me. The answers that I got from them was..... YES!!!! Ha ha ha.... I feel like shouting and since then I can't stop smiling. I FEEL GOOD. Ha... ha... ha...

Where did I have the courage to ask the students finally? I did not ask them before because I was afraid of getting negative answers that would put me down. I just think that I am not ready yet but somehow when I was walking around one of my classes this week, a group of girls was telling me that they noticed that I was somehow different. When I asked them what was different with me, they almost blurted out the word 'kurus' but she somehow decided to hold it back. I kept on hinting to get them to say it and asking them but the reply was still.... Madam looked different la. Cannot get them to say it. Sigh.... But somehow the feeling of happiness is sinking in.

What makes me smile even broader was that my hubby too is commenting that I look better now than before. He said that if I can stay this size, he is satisfied already. I just realized that he has never seen me in a smaller size before... Yes he has seen me in a smaller size, but that was only in pictures, not real life. I married him when I was about 66kg. I pity him so that is why I am promising myself that I would work hard and will try to be in this program until I get my old weight when I first came back from the States. I want him to be more impressed and love me even more. He he he.

What motivated me more in losing weight was him anyways. He is into superbike and I don't think that I would look good riding with him on the bike. Who would want people to stare at your big butt, right? So, that is why I am trying really hard to lose weight. I want to look good on the bike and also for my beloved hubby.

HERE'S TO YOU... ABANG... LOVE YOU!!! MUAHSSS.......